I think I needed to clear my head or something. I have been feeling a little down about work lately I think. It sucks that I didn't get the Symantec job, then I had to go back to my lame existence at my current job. I'd like to get a different job, but there are so few places I'd like to work. It seems that now I should go for a job that makes more money, that will allow me to go back to school in the winter. I certainly can't afford school on my current salary, and can't seem to get a job that has clear career pathing, so if I'm going to go to work feeling like I can't do anything right might as well get paid more for it. Every day I go to work wondering what I did wrong the day before, or what I'm going to do that day that is wrong. My supervisor looks at me like I'm an idiot all the time when I'm very sure that I'm not. She actually laughed at me when I agreed with someone else regarding the use of proper grammer. As if to ay that I should feel stupid (I did and do feel a bit out of place at work) for using corect grammar. How bad is that!
At any rate, its always nice to get up here, but the motivation makes me wonder. I intended to do this last night, but didn't want to get off the couch. Today I felt as if I couldn't NOT do it, like it was for my sanity...lol.
Well, its hard to believe my last post was from the water you can see off in the distance, I was skiing, and it was about 20 degrees warmer!
Its getting chilly, so I'd better sign off.
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